View Single Post
  #1  
Old 09-18-2008, 05:03 AM
red eyes 16 red eyes 16 is offline
Ezudian
 
Join Date: Jul 2008
Location: Mississippi
Posts: 127
Reputation: 14
red eyes 16 is on a distinguished road
Send a message via MSN to red eyes 16 Send a message via Skype™ to red eyes 16
Default I can't finish things..

I can start something and never finish it.. I'll put a list of things ive started and never finished below im not going to explain them so dont ask about them..
[List of unfinished things]

Java

C++

Python

Lost isle < rs server

Project pheonix < rs server

Learn german

Learn french

Finish writing my book < Actually still in progress but im barely hanging on by a thread..

Get back bugging..

Do school..

Stop putting things aside..

Get out work out and eat healthy < been a goal for what 3 years?

----

There is tons more that i have yet to do and my issue is i can start something and get side tracked like persay..

[I sit down and start typing up on my book i get a chapter finished {Yay} Then im like hmm,
i wonder what so and sos doing on msn so i go to msn and open it and see whos on no one interesting... OOHH Jared on lets see what hes doing

"Hi jared,"

"Hi Red."

*Then i say something that makes him mad we fight for a bit he tells me to piss off* Then i go and complain to someone about how much jared is being an ass.. < as always.. And they have to go so then i just wonder around the interwebs bored and start to write my book again.. Then i think..

I wonder if theres any new bugs found at ezud so i come here and i go to bug abuse section.. Nope? no bugs.. Hey look he got 99 so and so yay let me compliment him with a huge Yay for you i was there when so and so..

My book is a small book about 200 pages its been in development for 4 years ^^

The problem is my mom don't believe me she says im just lazy but ive called a doctor and talked to them about it and they said it was some disorder cant remember the name you keep putting things aside for other things and eventually never do them.. And this happens alot i am very determined like when i was 6

{My brother was going somewhere for a bit i can't remember where.. And it was a sunday cause everyone was at my grandmas.. And my brother had this chest that had candy and toys i wanted.. But he had it chained with chains wrapped around it and 2 of those big heavy duty locks and on lock directly on the chest lid..
Right before he left i asked if i could get in it or if he would open it he said no.. i said im going to open it myself while your gone then.. He laughed at me and said sure... and left.. By the time he got back the chains the locks was on the floor along with all the toys and candy wrappers everyone was so amazed} That made me feel great knowing how determined i was..

But noooo not now i am VERY hard headed and too hard headed because im hard headed against myself.. its a battle of the minds mind??? "Uber jedi force trick pl0x" And the issue with never completing things.. is... getting.. wor... Hey i wonder whats on tv! Bye guys!
__________________
/resigning if you want to know why and specific details and leaks of info [email protected]
Reply With Quote