Why I'm an annoying selfish jackass

[Travis]

I know I get really annoying and become selfish, but I wanna tell you why.

It's mainly school.

Because of the high amount of time I sit on a computer I'm not that good in shape, so i end up being forced to do twice as much work to do it and it really pisses me off.

I'm called a fat retard wherever I go and I get sick and tired of it.

People just push me on the ground, or when I trip they just walk on me likes its no big deal. Our school keeps saying: OK, we're going to have school from 4am to 9pm, so I get up at 2 to be sure, they change their mind and keep the normal schedule and I just fall alsleep during class

I have a problem were I go phyco a lot during class and people make fun of me for it

When I just get home I just become sensitive if some one calls me a retard, or sometimes I'll do stuff like I did in the Fluid Karma replacement thread. I've been trying my best not to do this.. I'm sorry, forgive me please? If not I understand I have issues and I"m selfish and annoying, I may live a lucky or a normal life but it just pisses me off.