My Grandpa's going to die soon I think.
He's like.. the closest adult that I'm with. He's always been there.
He has Cancer and is in the hospital right now.
I would not know what to do if he dies.. honestly, I would probably spin in a spiral straight to the ground and end up doing crack or shit O.o.
he just collapsed, I got a phone call at 4:50am..
they got him right to emergency from the hospital and put a tube down his throat to help him breath.. I don't know what to do man..thats all I know right now..