Suicide is not the right choice. Imagine how devistated your mom would be.
I know life is rough and I know exactly how you feel. You just have to keep fighting and stay strong, you can get through this. I know how you feel, it sucks and it seems like life is down and can never get better. Thats not the case. You have alot to live for, enjoy life and make the best of it. If you ever need to talk to someone im here for you man, or you can talk to me on msn
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Hope I helped :)