Envy's affirmative action.
Ok here's the story as to my major role in the downfall of Ezud and now it's new uprising.
Since last year November/December I've been under major depression, only few people know of this. (No one from here except for Odious when I exploded a few nights ago.) In this major depression I just didn't care much about many things including Ezud, hence why it fell so quickly. My depression was a cause of many things, me always being the "good friend" the "brother" whenever I wanted something I was always the bother, always told "phone about to die." "I'm going to bed" when it's 7 O' Clock, "I'm with my gf" when their gf is on the phone with me or some shit. I've lost all the possible "loves" (if you'll so put it like that) to my friends, not because I'm a good friend and said "sure take the pussy" but mainly because they all said the same thing "I see you as too close of a friend to date" and the neverending "you're too much of a nice guy." I'll admit I'm a hopeless romantic, the life of a hopeless romantic is just that, it becomes hopeless. I've had major decisions made and major changes within the past month, not only with myself but with my friends and my current Girlfriend Suzzanna. The past nights I haven't slept until last night. My actions have costed Ezud dearly, but no more. I'm a new man. I'm no longer taking shit from anyone, you got a problem? I don't give a fuck, I'm running Ezud the way I used to run it and I will rise it above all else as I once did.
Ezud's under new management now, it's a good thing, if you got a problem with things being ran I will think about it but if I feel otherwise I'll tell you to shove it up your ass because honestly this community belongs to me and is ran by me, if you're unhappy over some bullshit such as a rank or a color then cry your emo ass back to Sythe or whatever shithole you crawled from. Ezud's gonna change.
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